Forum:Edificatory lifeswivel story told through game by VALVers

If reviewing from "ExternalTime" (as siriusians call such perception in their channeling messages), after his tonatl'-Half-of-Life Gordon Freeman obviates illusions obtruded by controlling planetary organization inside such a kind virid-eyed man of science, why his more developed/conscious 'I'(G Man), which guides Gordon as one of Higher-'I's younger(contingently) parts, got rid not only of unnecessary mindburden, but also he isn't 'Free' anymore (atleast on letters in his surname), although still remaining human; wears a suit of "SecondAttention firm-color", but what can you hide from yourself or anybody in a suitcase, being expanded part of Cosmos already?